Kojima Haku

two

2007-01-02T03:13:55Z

In the year 2007 I resolve to:
Dedicate my life to making someone else's horribly miserable.

Well. It's better than the first thirteen ones I got. Wear more black lingiere. Not strip for free anymore. Have at least one orgasm an hour. Start working on the street corner. What the hell. Number fourteen, lucky charm. ~~Goddamn sexual references all over the place.~~

And yeah, great New Year's present: my roommate completely bailed on me. At least he coughed up the money for this month's rent. Otherwise I would have been really ticked off.

one

2006-12-19T03:17:31Z

I am loathe to admit that Tokyo was not what I had expected. It's larger, and busier, than in my wildest imaginations. I considered Sapporo to be bustling for the longest time, but that is nothing compared to... this. Learning how to get around the city will be difficult, at first, but I am certain that I will adapt soon enough. After all, if I can map the area around Tokyo University in my mind, and slowly expand outwards, I'll cover a decent enough territory. Further exploration can wait until I settle in completely, and feel comfortable in my new surroundings.

I ran out of Green Tea & Hinako Kit Kats. It appears that I'll be wandering the area sooner than expected.

0029;; midterms

2006-11-14T19:42:15Z

I swear, I'm alive!

I'm done with midterms, I'm caught up with all my work, and I'm even a little ahead of the game. It's great to finally be able to relax. I've even started sleeping pretty regularly.

Ino, call me sometime so we can make plans. I'll treat you to dinner some night or whatever.

0028; hectic

2006-10-27T18:10:52Z

I fell behind in my studies, which is why I've been suspiciously absent for the past week or so... I thought a check-in was in order; I don't particularly enjoy writing in this foolish thing, but it does pass the time and give me something to do besides stare at my ceiling when I try to take a nap.

I've been working on my portfolio some; I'm still torn between interests, and whether or not I should stay at Sado for university, or perhaps go elsewhere-- to a legitimate art school. I think I'm going to apply at other places as well, just to keep my options open. Then again, I don't even know if I want to major in art.

Oh, and I got reading glasses. I'm still getting used to them (and keep forgetting them everywhere).

0027; art show

2006-10-18T18:37:45Z

ART SHOW NEWS!

Right now, there isn't going to be an art show if we don't get more people submitting their works and/or offering to help out. We're looking for anything that people would like to see. It's going to be a few days long, open to the public and school over certain periods of the day. You can wander in and look around, see what your schoolmates are working on, and basically enjoy each other's works.

If interested, please leave a note to this entry, or you can talk to me, or Sabukuno Kankuro. Either one, it doesn't matter, we're both in it together. We're shooting to get this up relatively soon, and are already bouncing ideas around on how to set it up and keep things nice. We just need to know what you all think and if you want to be involved.

Let us know! Otherwise, there's no point in us going through all this, if no one wants to participate!

0026;; english paper

2006-10-13T19:59:58Z

I hate writing papers in English for English about English. Not only was the topic exceptionally boring, but I'm not good at English. To put it more bluntly: I'm near failing my class. Ugh. That's where I've been most of the week, trying to both learn the material for the next test as well as get this paper up to a respectable grade. I don't think it helped much, but at least I've got my head above water for the moment. Give me biology and photography any day of the week, but keep the languages away from me.

Why did I sign up for French and English again? Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid Haku.

On a better note, I bumped my 50m freestyle time down a few hundredths of a second. Got to admit, I'm pretty pleased about that.

Ask me four questions, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I'll answer them completely and be honest about my answers.

0025;; meme

2006-10-11T03:24:41Z

01. Who is this?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
07. How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
08. Do you love me?
09. Have I ever hurt you?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Would you kiss me?
12. Would you marry me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What about me makes you happy?
25. What about me makes you sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. What's something you would change about me?
28. How well do you know me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I would kill someone?
31. Are we close?
32. Will you post this somewhere to see what people say about you?

0024;; art show!

2006-10-10T19:58:56Z

I got back from talking with administration about having an art show for the school, and got the go ahead. It wouldn't be anything really fancy, just people's artwork displayed over the course of a few days, and people could come and go at their leisure.

With that out of the way, I was looking to see how many people were interested in displaying a piece, or just helping out. There'll be a formal announcement later, with dates and times that the building will be open to the public, etc, but right now I wanted to make sure that there was even interest.

[edit] And Kankuro's someone to talk to about this too. ^^ So, whichever person is easier, go for it.

[Private to Kankuro]
I didn't mention you; wasn't sure if you were serious about helping out. If you aren't, no harm, no foul. If you are, I can quick edit it to say that they can go to you about this stuff as well. Whichever you're more comfortable with. ^^
[/Private to Kankuro]

0023;; a baby

2006-10-02T17:48:40Z

A baby. I have to take care of a baby.

At least I can be thankful that I only have one baby, and that I am a "single parent". Dealing with a new roommate on top of this disaster would be a complete catastrophe. Urgh.

...It's crying again. ~~Stupid, evil brat of a fake baby.~~ I hate this.

0022;; how unexpected

2006-10-02T03:16:36Z

So, the night's events took an unexpected turn. It seems like the situation warrants some sort of sarcastic comment, but for once, I find myself utterly speechless.

A meme, just for the hell of it. Call me curious.
Anonymous commenting is ON. What I want you to do is a post a confession in a comment. It can be about anything, even me, but you must make it anonymously. Come on guys, tell me what's on your mind.

0021;;

2006-09-30T02:29:23Z

I am not nothing. Fuck you, Deidara.

0020;;

2006-09-27T01:16:52Z

Apparently, people ~~Ino~~ think that I'm too introverted and not open to meeting new people. I agree. However, I've also been told that it's not acceptable. That I disagree with. There's nothing wrong with having a select few that you consider friends, and ignoring the rest of the population.

Except I've been threatened ~~with shopping for a day with Ino~~ if I don't play nice and all that.

So, in the spirit of "opening up"--

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal

0019;; i promised a meme, didn't i?

2006-09-11T00:45:12Z

Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the best and leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or jock
* brains or brawns
* common sense or book smarts
* pretty or sexy

0018;; first week of school

2006-09-10T18:48:22Z

It's the first week of school and I've already got more homework then I know what to do with. I kept all of my classes from first semester, except for Ceramics, because that was a horrible class. There's not much to say-- the only reason I'm even updating is because I know if I don't I'll forget that I even have this account. I'll fill in the space with a meme later today, once I get through my English essay.

0017;; meme

2006-08-31T01:20:01Z

Took a break from studying to fill out a meme. Joy.

Back in the day
Anything you regret? Yes.
Ever spit at someone? No.
Ever kick something living? Yes.
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? Yes.

Spill your guts
First thing you did this morning? Showered.
Last thing you ate? Um... I forget what I got for lunch.
What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? Class.
What's annoying you right now? Myself.
What's the last movie you saw? Can't remember.
Do you believe in long distance relationships? No.
Been cheated on? No.
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? Maybe?
Choose one you have (love, beauty, creativity) None.

I have yet to reveal
Are you a friendly person? It depends.
Are you keeping a secret from the world? I suppose, yes.
What were you doing at 9 last night? Reading.
When is the last time you saw your dad? I was seven- or eight, I think.
Song that makes you cry? None.
Are you a normally happy person? It depends.
Is your self-esteem low? Probably.

It's easy as ABC...
[A is for age]
18.

[B is for booze of choice]
None.

[C is for career:]
Not sure.

[D is for your drug of choice]
Endorphins -- running.

[E is for one essential item you use everyday]
Laptop.

[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
Not sure.

[G is for favorite game:]
Tag, as odd as that is.

[H is for Hometown:]
Sapporo, Hokkaido.
Before that-
Aibetsu, Kamikawa District, Kamikawa, Hokkaido.

[I is for instruments you play:]
None.

[J is for favorite juice?:]
Cranberry-grape.

[K is for kids?:]
No.

[L is for last hug:]
...I don't remember.

[M is for marriage]
No.

[N is for nickname:]
None.

[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
A few.

[P is for phobia's:]
None.

[R is for biggest regret]
I'm going to lie, and say none.

[S is for singing:]
No.

[T is for time you woke up:]
6am.

[U is for underwear:]
Excuse me?

[V is for vegetable you love:]
Eggplant.

[W is for worst habit]
Nothing.

[X is for x-rays you've got:]
Three. Twice on my left arm, once on my ribs.

[Y is for yummy food you make]
I don't. Often. So.

[Z is for zodiac sign:]
Capricorn.

About You:
.:. high school: in Sapporo.
.:. junior high school: in Sapporo.
.:. elementary school: in Sapporo & Aibetsu.
.:. favorite soda: I don't really like soda.
.:. favorite band:
.:. favorite animal:
.:. favorite fruit:
.:. favorite weather: Cool, humid.

Do You:
.:. have a girlfriend/boyfriend: No.
.:. think others find you attractive: I guess? I don't know.
.:. like someone: I honestly don't know. Maybe?
.:. want more piercings: No.
.:. want a tattoo: Have one already.

Random stuff:
.:. criminal record?: Yes.
.:. any piercings and where?: No.
.:. how old do you act?: ...My age, I suppose.
.:. do you have any pets?: No.
.:. do you get embarrassed?: Yes.

Exploits-
(x) shoplifted
() been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of a parent's house
() had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
() had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
() dated a co-worker
(x) saw someone die
(n/a) all my MySpace friends are my real life friends
(n/a) had/have a crush on one of your friends on MySpace
() been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) eaten Sushi
() been snowboarding
() verbally been in an abusive relationship?
(x) taken painkillers
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
() had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
() built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
() played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
() cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) watched the sunset
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
() been robbed/vandalized/had anything stolen from you
(x) robbed someone
() won a contest
(x) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle accident
() had/have braces
() eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
() hated the way you looked
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
() been obsessed with post-it notes
() squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
() played cops and robbers
() recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
() sang karaoke
() paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
() laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() caught a snowflake on your tongue
() written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under a mistletoe
() looked up at the stars with someone you care about
() blown bubbles
() made a bonfire
() crashed a party
() have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
() gone rollerskating/blading
() had a wish come true
() worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
() ate a dog bone
() video scavenger hunts
() told a complete stranger you loved them
() sang in the shower
() have a little black dress
() glued your hand to something
() got your tongue stuck to a pole
() kissed a fish
() worn the opposite sexes clothes
() been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
() had sex at a church
() screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
() talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
() didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
() had a tree house
() are scared to watch scary movies alone
() believe in ghosts
() worn a really ugly outfit
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
() been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
() been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
() caught a butterfly
() laughed so hard you cried
() cried so hard you laughed

0016;; this is getting annoying

2006-08-29T19:09:41Z

[Private]
I really wish Zabuza was here. He's the closest thing I have to family, although I doubt very much he'd appreciate that label. I miss having someone know what I'm talking about before I say it, as well as someone to push me around when I'm being stupid.

...I can't believe I miss him putting me into those damn headlocks he likes so much.
[/Private]

Friday afternoon, I'll be leaving until Sunday night or so. Note: I have to remember to bring a sweater. I'm in a strangely good mood, since I've started to figure out some perplexing things, so if anyone has a favor or anything they need to ask of me, you might want to do it pretty soon. I think that's everything... Ino-san, do you want to have a lateish lunch on Friday and then we can head over to the ferry together?

0015;; schoolwork & meme

2006-08-25T23:50:16Z

I have the sudden urge to take up smoking again, although I won't because of track and swim. Then again, it never really was a habit for me anyways. Mainly just something to do to pass time.

I have officially finished all the work ~~I assigned myself to do~~ from over break. The two books have been read, the portfolio for Photography is done, and I just need to get the consent form signed. >>;;

[private - nara shikamaru]
Shikamaru-senpai, I just wanted to ask what a good time for you was to meet? I need you to sign the consent forms and that waiver for the pictures... I'll understand if you'd prefer not to... I just need to know as soon as possible so I can start working on a new project.
[/private - nara shikamaru]

Taken a picture naked? No.

Made money illegally? Yes.

Had a one night stand? No.

Been in a fist fight? Yes.

Slept with your bestfriend? No.

Had sex in a public place? No.

Ditched work to have sex? No.

Slept with a member of the same sex? No.

Seen someone die? Yes.

Ran from the police? Yes.

Woke up somewhere and not remember how you got there? Yes.

Worn your partners unmentionables? No.

Fallen asleep at work? No.

Used toys in the bedroom? No.

Ran a red light? Yes.

Been fired? No.

Been in a car accident? Yes.

Pole danced or done a striptease? No.

Loved someone you shouldn't? No.

Sang karaoke? No.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes.

Laughed so hard you peed your pants? No.

Caught someone having sex? Yes.

Kissed a perfect stranger? No.

Shaved your partner? No.

Given your private parts a nickname? No.

Ever gone in public without underwear? Yes.

Had sex on a roof top? No.

Played chicken? Yes.

Mooned/flashed someone? No.

Do you sleep naked? No.

Blacked out from drinking? Yes.

Felt like killing someone? Yes.

Had sex more than 5 times in one day? No.

Been with someone because they were in a band? No.

Taken 10 shots of liquor in a day? No.

Shot a gun? Yes.

Gone outside naked? No.

0014;; ...

2006-08-25T02:46:31Z

<td align="center"> Kojima Haku --
[adjective]:

A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

...That's just cruel.

0013;; a meme to pass the time

2006-08-19T23:57:07Z

I'm still feeling all kinds of awful. Posting a meme to try this honesty thing out. I got some advice from someone very important to me. He said I should try to stop hiding. I think I got everything right.

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
I curse sometimes. Only when I'm really mad though.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I have broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need/want money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S. Seriously? >>; Come on, people.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I slept with a roommate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop and/or window shop.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like/love someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. About everything.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal, DeviantART.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I am punk rockish.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job(s).
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I am proficient on a musical instrument.
I hate office jobs.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I am a pyro.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I am ambidextrous.
I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
I have terrible teeth.
I hate my toes.
I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
I have lived in either three different states or countries.
I am extremely flexible.
I love hugs more than kisses.
I want to own my own business.
I smoke. On the very, very, very rare occasion.
I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
I have played strip poker with someone else before.
I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
I can't stand being alone.
I have at least one obsession at any given time.
I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
I'm a judgmental asshole.
I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
I have traveled on more than one continent.
I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
I am a Libertarian.
I can speak more than one language. Not quiet fluently, but I manage.
I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
I would rather read than watch TV.
I like reading fact more than fiction.
I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
I have no piercings.
I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
I've been married and am now divorced.
There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
I like most animals better than most people.
I own a collection of retro games consoles.
The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
I have hit someone with a dead fish.
I have written/read erotic stories.
I am compulsively honest.
I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
I dislike milk.
I obsessively wash my hands.
I always carry something significant around with me.
Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
I don't like to chew gum.
I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
I love to sing.
I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
I have a custom-built computer.
I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.
I've gone skinny-dipping.
I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.
I enjoy burritos.
I'm Irish and lovin' it.
I have a thing for redheads.
I am a twin!
Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
I sleep more than 12 hours a day.
I often fantasize about being in fights or physically hurting people, but not anyone in particular.
I love instant noodles.
I get cold easily.
I was a spoiled brat as a child.
I'm over 25 years old and still enjoy all the things I did when I was 10.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not of this world at all.
I own more than ten Disney movies.
I was forced to grow up quickly.
I have over 40GB of music on my comp.
Some times little kids scare the crap out of me.
I have at least one of the final fantasy games for my computer.
I was kissed before I turned 16
I wish I didn't drink, or at least drank alone
I keep a pet frog
I'm training several different kinds of martial arts.
I'm a virgin.
I should really stop procrastinating so much.
I'm completely confused about everything more than half of the time.

0012;; sick

2006-08-19T04:24:10Z

I'm feeling sick. I'll probably be holed up in my room for the next two weeks. Don't bother me.

[private - yamanaka ino]
Look, I shouldn't have yelled and all that stuff, but you shouldn't have been meddling. I get what you were trying to do, but I'm not interested in anyone that way, least of all my closest, and apparently, only friend here. I say only because friends, from what I've been told, don't do stuff like what you did to me- not to mention him. I'm pissed, and angry, and I really don't want to see you right now. I'm only writing this note because I figured you might try to fix everything- Don't. Just let it be, okay?
[/private - yamanaka ino]

0011;; ...

2006-08-18T02:42:17Z

I'm back, hopefully for a while.

0010;; back to sapporo, yet again

2006-08-12T01:04:58Z

Apparently, things have been going on back in Sapporo. One of the kids did something stupid and let himself get caught. ~~His being caught being the stupid action.~~ I've got to head there for almost a week.

I'll be back Thursday.

0009;; schoolwork & a stolen meme

2006-08-10T06:14:27Z

I've officially run out of schoolwork to do. I wonder if it would be possible to take a course during break the next time I'm here without school. I don't mind working during break; it gives me something to do while everyone else is in school or at their workplace. However, I don't have a job, and while I am quite sufficient at distracting myself, I would prefer more to keep my mind stimulated.

On a more positive note, I knocked three-tenths of a second off my 500m freestyle. I'm hoping that the new time will stick around, and wasn't just a fluke.

1. Do you still talk with the first person you kissed?
No.

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
No.

3. Are you obsessed with someone?
No.

4. What is the best thing about your job?
I don't have a job.

7. Did you get any compliments today?
No.

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
Sapporo, I guess. Here, if I can manage it again.

9. When was the last time you kissed someone?
Haven't.

10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
Guys, I think.

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
Probably.

13. If you could have one super power what would it be?
I'd want to be able to fly.

14. Where have you lived most of your life?
Sapporo.

15. Why is the sky blue?
Science. Molecules. The refraction of light and how our eyes percieve it. Google it if you're still interested.

16. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
Hopefully in my final year of university here.

17. What's your favorite smell?
Clean air.

18. What is your least favorite sound?
Clocks ticking.

19. Are you moody?
Very.

20. Favorite movie of all time?
Kuroi Ame

21. Have you ever done anything hurtful to a classmate?
Yes. Not here though, I don't believe.

22. Have you ever gone to therapy?
Yes.

23. Have you ever played spin the bottle?
Yes.

24. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
Yes.

25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
No.

26. Have you ever gone camping?
Yes.

27. Have you ever had a crush on your sibling's friend?
I'm an only child.

28. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?
No.

29. Have you ever gone streaking?
No.

30. Have you ever had a stalker?
No.

31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No.

33. Have you ever gone to a party?
Yes.

34. Have you ever been in love?
No.

35. Have you ever been betrayed by your best friend?
No.

36. Have you ever lied to your parents?
Yes.

37. Have you ever been out of the US?
Obviously.

38. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
No.

39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat for a month straight?
No.

40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in one day?
No.

41. Last song you listened to?
Can't remember.

42. Are you a jealous person?
Occasionally.

43. Have you ever spied on someone?
No.

44. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
No.

45. Who was the last person who called you?
My foster mother.

46. When was the last time you slept for 12 hours straight?
I don't know. A while ago.

47. Have you ever been cheated on by someone?
No.

48. Have you ever stolen anything?
Yes.

49. Have you ever consumed egg nog?
No.

50. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
I don't know. Here, I guess.

G-B;; this is most disturbing

2006-07-31T23:57:03Z

...I woke up and no longer had a certain body part. It's extremely awkward. ~~Someone, fix it? u_u~~

Luckily there aren't too many changes. ~~Minus the fact I'm missing my penis! >>;~~ I looked enough like a girl to start with, apparently. Now it's just a matter of adjusting to the... differences.

0008;; time-wasting skills & 24 hours meme

2006-07-27T04:31:33Z

I've seen a few people around, but most are gone on break or still busy with class. At this point, I'm really glad that I went to the library to get some books. I'm cruisin' through them. Maybe I'll try a novel in French this time. I'll need a French-Japanese dictionary. Or maybe I'll get a French-English and test myself that way.

Don't you love finding completely useless, time wasting, pointless activities? I'm very good at it, if anyone needs some help.

Kazuma-san is coming back for a week. I suppose I won't mind if that cat-thing comes with him. ~~At least it's fuzzy.~~

If you had me alone locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? Posts will be screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ -- or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.